Huwebes, Nobyembre 24, 2011

Finally, I've decided!

Hi everybody! Kim here again: Just to keep you guys updated on my blog! Happy Thanksgiving!

i posted my blog the other day and talked about how my weight affected me and my self esteem. its really awful to experience being bullied by kids and other people as well. ever since i was a kid i never had the chance to make so much friends because i was too scared to be out of place whenever we are in a crowd where everybody is so sexy and looks good while i am wrapped in my tight clothes trying not to show any flesh because i am too scared for them to see my fats! lol well anyways, my cousin introduced me to this formula where i can lose weight without doing much exercise and also help me with my cravings, i was a bit skeptical at first because i tried almost everything.! i did lose some pounds but eventually i still gain it back. i must admit i am an emotional eater so basically when i feel hungry i try to eat as much as i want. especially during the night. i have a night job so more or less you just sit on your desk and what else is your partner so that you wont get stressed so its food! well i go ahead and purchase Roca Labs Gastric Bypass no surgery over the phone. the lady that i talked to was very nice, she also shares her experience on the formula and said she lost 12 lbs in month! wow! now i am really inspired. so i'll go ahead and wait for my order and i'll keep you posted!

thankyou guys!!

Kim

Lunes, Nobyembre 21, 2011

Overweight: Self-Esteem

Weight. .

It has always been an issue for me eversince I was a kid. This is one common problem with our family, We are too big! Grandma was 275 lbs during her 30sh times and my mom was 215 lbs when she brought me to this world and now I'm 24 and I'm 210 lbs! I practically tried almost all the weight loss programs in the world!!! I am a person who will deal with everything just to get these crap fats out of my body! (sorry bout that.lol) My main concern about being overweight is my SELF_ESTEEM!
 What is SELF-ESTEEM?

According to Wikipedia:
Self-esteem is a term in psychology to reflect a person's overall evaluation or appraisal of his or her own worth. Self-esteem encompasses beliefs (for example, "I am competent", "I am worthy") and emotions such as triumph, despair, pride and shame: some would distinguish how 'the self-concept is what we think about the self; self-esteem, the positive or negative evaluation of the self, is how we feel about it' A person’s self-concept consists of the beliefs one has about oneself, one’s self perception, or, as Hamlyn (1983: 241) expresses it, “the picture of oneself”. Baumesiter (1997) described Self concept as totally perception which people hold about him/ herself (p. 681). It is not the “facts” about one-self but rather what one believes to be true about one-self (Sarah Mercer, p. 14).

Oh well, these are some definitions of the word self-esteem. I want to share what it feels like to to have a low self esteem with my experience. It's sucks to be overweight all through out your life! People tend to tease you all the time! "Pig! Fatso! Oinkoink" hearing those stuffs makes you feel bad and I looked myself in the mirror and cry! My parents has always been supportive especially with the current situation that I have. My mom use to tell me, "Just don't mind them honey" I always wanted a normal life like everybody else does. Walking along the four corners of my school makes me feel so sad that I didn't have that much friends as I wanted to have. All of them tend to get scared of what I look like. I look ugly and Fat! That really sucks! As I grew older and had a job, still issues of my weight are my problems. I applied this job as a secretary in a law firm and they asked me if i wanted to look good in their office pictures!!! Insulting it is! I walked out of the office and I cried. Good heavens! I never expected they would be so like that! Well anyways, i got depressed and started eating again! gosh! so from 190 i got into 210 lbs. and i must say another level down to my self-esteem!

Falling in love. .


Well, basically everybody falls in love right? I had my experiences before as well eventhough I looked like an elephant! LOL There came a point that someone did tried to put his eye on me during my college days. His name was Robert. We were inlove then, spent 2 years together until one day he brought up about my weight. He said that I wasn't the same girl that he loved. I was totally trying to lose some weight that time but he had some issues on his own too. :(

 Now, I'm 210 lbs and I know it sucks! My cousin told me to try this certain product that makes you lose weight within 5 months. Its the RocaLabs no surgery thing. I have checked out their website and it really tells you how to lose that fast. Though its not as fast as pills and other stuffs but I can see that it has an effect. My cousin started out as size 16 now size 8! I wish I have her motivation! I wanna try this out and purchase it. She gave me a link where I can place my order and I wanna share it with you too. http://traffic.rocalabs.com/tr/?id=29c-1


I will be purchasing this within the week now. My self-esteem is really ready to change from low to CONFIDENT! I wanna start my 2012 with motivation and confidence for my self.

I'll be keeping you posted!